Panic Attack!

In other baby news... I had a panic attack on Thursday :(. I had them more frequently in high school, but it has been awhile. This one stemmed from worrying that something went wrong and that I had lost the baby. I had no symptoms or reasons to worry, but these panic attacks rarely stem from a true threat. I had a full day of travel to a client site in Arlington, so I just tried to ignore the anxiety and move on. But come Friday morning, I was still worried, so I reached-out to my doctor's office. They were so wonderful and accommodating! They made me feel that my illogical feelings were still valid and worked me in so I could hear the baby's heartbeat via doppler. Perfect 151 BPM :). I've also been considering switching my hospital for delivery to St. Francis, and that's the office I visited for my doppler. I met a super-nice doctor, so I now feel confident that if I make that decision, I'll have a doctor I really like that can deliver at St. Francis.